still have no idea how to respond to compliments.. i’m clueless.

still think i’m ugly as fuck and haven’t the slightest at what everyone’s looking at lol.

so facking annoying when both of my sisters have finished their exams and say they got shit to do, and i’ve got so much coursework and sitar and piano practice to do.

and then they have a go at me cos all i’m doing is sitting on the computer all day. shut the fuck up! i’ve been working my arse off and you gwarn at me like i’m doing nothing. Fuck you.

when you had masters n exams and shit all i did was cook and clean after you fags and now i’ve got a pile of work to do…you constantly complain that you’re always cooking and never clean lol and that i don’t do anything… and that’s just my sisters!!

urgh, for future asians who consider a life of music or even wanna do a BTEC… just don’t, i’ll tell you this your life will be way easier just sticking to doing medicine or science lool.

so, i’m arranging a funeral for my laptop. poor thing.

got my first gig tomorrow as EYES WIDE OPENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN Boom! so excited and nervous and our new song is banging! arr i can’t wait!

pretty much after this week, my first year of this btec is done! and i’m free.. thank you God for not taking any more of my fam from me this year… otherwise i would’ve commited

also i think i walked past Tyler the Creator today! he was wearing like the same shit Tyler does, the hat and everything! lool arr it was frikkin weird and if it was him… standard, i’m not even a fan lol

i’ve also decided i have hardly any summer clothing, i was dying today! need to get like dresses n shit. kill me

I’m so tired and stressed out right now it’s unreal. time to sleeppppp

it’s so annoying when the guy who screwed you over is tagged in your mates picture on facebook and you see how happy he is with this other girl he used You to get.

lovely.

and everyone wonders why i’m so clueless when it comes to boys wanting to ask me out or giving me hints. lol

don’t give a crap..

anyway as my father always says.. NO BOYFRIEND BEFORE MARRIAGE!

loool